Letter from Ana

She can’t tell you the truth about me to you, so she will slowly fade away in front of your eyes.

I have the control and there is nothing you can do to take that away from me.

You had the chance to help her get away from this eating disorder, but you lost it when you tried to control me and step over her lines.

I just help her because she wanted to have helped to get thin. I just make her dream come true. She hate the pain but love when it when she see and feel the bones on her body. She starts to love the pain to get there in the end.

I know you try to help her, you make it hard for me to finish this, but I will make it happen for her. She will be thin, and then I will make her blind and make her starve on. I have the control over her life. She knows that you try to help her, but I am stronger and will fight against you. She is week and tired of this, but I know what to do to make her believe in my lies and she will keep following me any were.

I have lived with her in many years and I will live by her side until she dies. I will make her cry and scream in pain but she will go on. She never gets away from me. She wants this so much that she has spoken words like she will die to be thin. Leave me to take care of this. I live in her mind and evening her dreams. I affect her every minute of her life. She wants to have my help because she says I am her friend. I will control her and will make her suffer but she will win her dream to become thin and then she will thank me. Remember that this is her flat, because she started this. There is nothing wrong of wanted to be thin. Let me deal with this. You can’t affect this because I have all ready catch her life totally.

She believes that you hate her, and that you are against her. She only believes in me and my lies. She even thinks that you have given up on her, so try helping her but you will not get far. Sorry, but this fight will not be easy.

Try to change it, but I have all ready spoken to her before you get the chance to make her believe in you. You will fight but still see day by day how she fights to survive. To bad that she believes that I will help her to life. She will not see that my way leads her to death. She will not see that before it’s too late.

This is just my way, and she walks on it.

Young people are following my tracks everyday. I can’t help that they are willing to die to be thin. My job is just to make there dream com true.

Ana

/Maria